Looked at my old playlist, then found a song that describes me a lot for this time.
The Climb by Miley Cyrus.
I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but there's a voice inside my head saying, you'll never reach it.
Every step I'm taking, every move I make, feels lost with no direction, my faith is shaking.
But I, I gotta keep trying. Gotta keep my head held high.
There's always gonna be another mountain. I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle. Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there. Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side.
It's the climb.
The struggles I'm facing, the chances I'm taking, sometimes might knock me down, but, no, I'm not breaking.
I may not know it, but, these are the moments that I'm gonna remember most, yeah.
Just gotta keep going, And I, I gotta be strong. Just keep pushing on.
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That dream I was dreaming before?
Be a part of Department of Electrical Engineering.
My brain said that, you'll never reach it.
Realize and tried to be realistic about my capability.
Am I worth?
My faith was shaking.
Brain told me to give up, but heart still told me to catch it.
Then, I gotta keep trying.
What did you afraid of? No one knows the future.
Out of my logic. Allah answered my pray and made my wish come true.
I still remembered my teardrops.
Luck? Yes. By His' bless of course.
But. After I get it right now, that doubt comes again.
Hauntin' me.
Killin' me.
There are so many great people around me, and I just afraid I can't bring anything to this department, I can't be a good partner for my friends, moreover just being someone useless.
I don't want to shame them.
The struggles I'm facing, the chances I'm taking, sometimes might knock me down but no I'm not breaking.
You are THE DUMBEST person if you give up in the middle of this journey, Nin.
You should be grateful.
Your problems are big but Allah is the biggest one.
Yeah, I decide to gotta be strong. Just keep pushing on!
I really love you my new family. All of you are my reasons to rise up.
Promise... I won't let these challenges beat me.
The Climb by Miley Cyrus.
I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but there's a voice inside my head saying, you'll never reach it.
Every step I'm taking, every move I make, feels lost with no direction, my faith is shaking.
But I, I gotta keep trying. Gotta keep my head held high.
There's always gonna be another mountain. I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle. Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there. Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side.
It's the climb.
The struggles I'm facing, the chances I'm taking, sometimes might knock me down, but, no, I'm not breaking.
I may not know it, but, these are the moments that I'm gonna remember most, yeah.
Just gotta keep going, And I, I gotta be strong. Just keep pushing on.
...................................................................................................................................
That dream I was dreaming before?
Be a part of Department of Electrical Engineering.
My brain said that, you'll never reach it.
Realize and tried to be realistic about my capability.
Am I worth?
My faith was shaking.
Brain told me to give up, but heart still told me to catch it.
Then, I gotta keep trying.
What did you afraid of? No one knows the future.
Out of my logic. Allah answered my pray and made my wish come true.
I still remembered my teardrops.
Luck? Yes. By His' bless of course.
But. After I get it right now, that doubt comes again.
Hauntin' me.
Killin' me.
There are so many great people around me, and I just afraid I can't bring anything to this department, I can't be a good partner for my friends, moreover just being someone useless.
I don't want to shame them.
The struggles I'm facing, the chances I'm taking, sometimes might knock me down but no I'm not breaking.
You are THE DUMBEST person if you give up in the middle of this journey, Nin.
You should be grateful.
Your problems are big but Allah is the biggest one.
Yeah, I decide to gotta be strong. Just keep pushing on!
I really love you my new family. All of you are my reasons to rise up.
Promise... I won't let these challenges beat me.
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